In Love with a Doctor

by coffee
(cavite)

It started when I saw this guy in our first rotation in a hospital and he was our clinical instructor. He was an MD and that very first time I saw him, I felt this indescribable feeling. Every time I saw him I smiled, even though he always scolded my mistakes in the hospital.

My feelings got deeper and deeper to the point that I wanted to see him every day and I even risked my life because of him. I don't know this feeling but almost all the time, I can't stop thinking of him.

My friends told me that my feelings are wrong and that this MD is gay. So what, I said to myself he is still a male.

I think that I'm in love with him, but I know also that this is impossible, so I keep this feeling in myself. I wanted to say in front of him that I love him, but I still don't know ...

My friends always say that this is only the crush factor, but I don't know about that. I hope he will learn of my feelings for him in the near future.