I'm going to use a fake name for myself and the guy i like. SO let's say my name is Scarlette. And the name of the guy i like is Gabe. I have liked Gabe for a really really long time. But he doesn't even know I exist. I walk past him in the hallways and stare. But he just goes right by without even noticing me.
I have always liked this guy and it kills me to know he doesn't know I exist. I think about him so much and it really gets me mad. I don't know how to show him that i like him. How to get him to see me. I feel like I'm in the shadows somewhere.
One time, Iiacually bumped into him and almost fell down. He just laughed and said, "Oh, sorry. Are you new here? I've never seen you before." I shook my head and turned bright red because he and all his friends were laughing at me. I almost died from embarrassment. I didn't know what to do besides cry. So i went to the bathroom and cryed.
None of my friends know I like him because they hate him. I always have to go around and play along with it. They're always going around saying how big of a bitch he is. I don't know what to do about him.
I've tried to ignore my feelings for him and tell myself he's not good enough for me. But it never works. It just makes me want to have him more. Only one of my friends knows because he was my first friend ever. His name is Jared and he helps me through it. He tells me that he thinks I might be in love.
Does anyone else think I might be in love? Anyone can give my advise? Because I really need it. :'(