It Hurts When You Find Out That The Person You Have Liked For So Long Has Liked Someone Else For The Same Period Of Time....
by Lily
(Brooklyn, N. Y)
I always believed in love at first sight.
The Fairy Tales where the girl gets the Prince.
I have been liked by many, many guys.
People see me as the girl with the perfect life.
My life is so not perfect.
The guys I like have always liked someone else.
Maybe because I was too late.
On the first day of school,
I really started to like this guy.
He was so interesting, smart, awesome personality, very hot...
We became friends.
My friends would tell me he liked me.
I wanted to believe that.
But I didn't.
When I say 'friends', I mean over the net.
I could never talk to him in real life.
My mind would go blank, I couldn't think when he was around.
I would make a complete fool of myself.
And somehow he always found that cool.
He would always tell me how amazing I was.
How awesome..
Now looking back at this I think he was being nice.
We talked for three months.
He would say things that made you think he liked you...which was never true.
He liked someone else.
And it hurts so much because all this time I had thought he had liked me.
I really really loved this dude.
This story, it's not much of a story.
It would have been longer if I explained.
I remember every convo we had.
I remember everything he ever told me.
And I no longer believe in love.
I am done with it.
It hurts when you find out that the person you have liked for so long has liked someone else for the same period of time...
Doesn't that suck?