I too feel just like Jonah, and to hear you put into words how I feel was wonderful. Thank you Kawahna (I am sorry if I spelled it wrong)This is the first thing I came to this morning and it is great inspiration to see that others have a hard time with making the right decisions in life and to be able to always come back to God's open arms is always the right choice. I am not real good with words but I just wanted to say thank you.