long distance relationship is getting harder for me
hi ms laura. im icah, 25 years old. me and my boyfriend are really a happy couple when were really together. but that happiness changes, when he goes abroad to work. we fight 4-5 days a week.
we both don't have any vices, i always stays at home,and he's always in his office or in his room. im not happy anymore, arguing every other day. i always wanted to leave him, but i can't.
im not a flirty type of girl, im shy, and a home buddy type of person. but i dont know why he's not happy and he's demanding. always jealous. sometimes out of his mind.
i quit my job, i stop making a sidelines for him. just to chat him and talk via webcam.
i feel im not complete. he always wants me to do what he says. and he's getting upset for the little things that i cant do to him.. i dont want to be a robot type of girl just to make him happy. and everytime i ask him, about my happiness and to be fair?
he says that working abroad, i need to understand his situation.. but for me I DO UNDERSTAND HIM. i always do the things that can make him happy, but sometimes, i kept thinking that maybe he doesn't really know my feelings..
i want to end our relationship for so many times.. what should i do? i want to do things for my own sake, without worrying about him. without worrying that i could hurt him. but how?
i always do the things that he wants, but he's not satisfied. i quit everything.......
i also want to be happy.. please help me.. im waiting for your advice.. were 2 yrs now, and were planning to get married... i want to, but i cant take him anymore...