Love Confusion

by lady_confused
(Philippines)

I have two boyfriends. The first one is kind of a bad guy and something happened to us which never should have. The second guy (who lives next door) courted me first, however, I didn't like him at first so I had a relationship with the bad guy. Now, I've realized that I like this guy next door too. So, I've accepted his love. I formally accepted his love last November and the bad guy last May.

The guy next door is nice, sweet, and handsome compared to the bad guy.
However, he is two years younger than me. He is into martial arts. He does not smoking/drink. He's a neat guy.

The bad guy is nice too, sweet and charming. He has a good voice (sings well). He's into martial arts too and smokes/drinks and is kind of untidy at times.

The bad guy tells me a lot how much he loves me ... the nice guy does too.

I'm confused ...