Love hurts badly

by Babygirl

My boyfriend and I had been together for the past 4 years, and we had been the 1st for each other. His family doesn't like me and because of that he told me he can't take it anymore and doesn't want me because he think I bully him a lot. In his terms it's described as bullying, but in my terms it's caring. If I didn't care for him I wouldn't have bothered with anything. He's so ungrateful...which is sad. I'm feeling all mashed up inside because I did every and anything I could have done for him. I love him still and feels as though I can't move on, neither fall in love with anyone else but him.