Love is Complicated
by L.C
Before I can ask my question, I think that I should break down the whole situation first. I had a wonderful girlfriend last year. She was great and out of everyone I've been with I never felt this way about someone. She's the type of person who you pretty much know you'll always love deep down no matter or who you're with later in the future. Anyway, she was a good influence in my life because after we broke up, I've grown mentally. After the breakup, we weren't on good terms at all, but after it all, we're now able to communicate fine and I consider her to be one of my best friends since she's someone who knows me best. The thing is though she's now dating my best friend and my best friend hid the fact that they were actually having a thing because they were scared of my reaction. I was shocked at first, but I learned to just let it be because I saw that they made each other happy. A couple of weeks ago though when my ex and I hung out, we both just felt something and we both knew what was going on. It's not like she cheated on my best friend though, it's just that time being spent together felt so good and it reminded me how happy I was when I was with her. It made me realize even more how much I do still love my ex. So it's hard but I even had the nuts to tell my best friend that my feelings for my ex are solid although it was the hardest thing ever. I honestly don't know what to do and it still bugs me because I'm sure that she still has feelings for me and she knows I do for her too. But the thing is I'd rather see my best friend happy than myself. But I really don't know where to take it from here. What do you think? Get back your lost love Click here to read or post comments. |