Love that will never be.....

by Clodagh
(Ireland)

I'm 18 and think I'm in love with my guy friend's brother....He's 22 and i see we have so much in common...we get along really well and he has said he has feelings for me... however he has a girlfriend for the past 5 years and will probably end up marrying her....He's moving away to England soon enough and she will probably follow him soon enough... Reading this back it sounds so unreasonable...It's not like we ever shared a night of passion or anything.... It's just knowing something could be so good but never even getting the chance to experience it is what kills me... If we got together and it didn't work out at least I would know that.... I can't say I love him...apparently at this age it's just obsession...I cant help the way I feel...I'd do anything to get rid of these thoughts...It's been going on for nearly a year now...:(

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