love this hate

by D. chevry

would it be mean of me to say i hate you, and every thing you do
the way you touch my skin, the way you smile at me,
the way you kiss me, it all makes my skin crawl.
i hate the way you talk to me
the way you text me good morning
and the way you say good night.
i hate how you string me along
and the way i believe every word you say
i hate your hair, your eyes, your smile, your lips, your shirt
your jeans and the shoes you wear.

but most of all i hate how much I want YOU in my life
and how much i feel i need you here with me
i'd hate myself even more if i let you walk out my life...