Love Triangle: Which One to Choose

by Confused
(SanBernardino CA)

Love Triangle: Which One to Choose

I am torn between two guys and I don't know what to do. I was still seeing my ex boyfriend when I started talking to my current boyfriend. I was head over heels in love with my ex and still am but I felt that the feeling wasn't mutual. It got to the point that I was always sad due to the lack of emotions.

When my current boyfriend approached me and made me realize I deserved more, I decided to stop chasing my ex, always hoping that he would be the one to start calling. (That was about a year ago.)

About one month into my relationship with my current boyfriend, I found out that I was pregnant and knowing that there was a chance it could have been my ex's, I let both of them know.

My current boyfriend was so excited that he did not care whether or not the baby was his he said he will raise it as his own. When I let my ex know that there was a possibility and asked what he wanted to do, he was lost for words. All that came out of his mouth was, "It's up to you." I let him know what my current boyfriend said and he at first said that he wanted to know if it was his.

That was the last time we talked. We would see each other in the streets and both dodged each other. I did it because I didn't want my emotions to surface again. I assumed he did it because he didn't want anything to do with me and the baby.

My current boyfriend was there throughout the whole pregnancy, so naturally, when I had my son, I gave him his last name. When my son was three months old, my ex and I ran into each other at a friend's house and I had the baby and he couldn't take his eyes off him. We ended up talking and crying and both of our true feelings emerged. He wants to do a DNA test which is what we had agreed on the last time we spoke.

The test should be here in a few days, but now I am so confused and don't know which path to take. Obviously, if the test comes back negative, I am going to stay with my current boyfriend, but if it comes back positive, I don't know what to do. The part that is eating me up inside is that my current boyfriend is incarcerated right now, so he has no clue what is going on and I don't know how to break it to him. Please help.