Love...enough said
Then later that night, he came over to watch a movie. Same thing, I never really paid attention to him, but then he started making fun of me for freaking out over the horror movie we were watching and hiding behind me, mocking me. That's when the crush started. That day, I broke up with my current boyfriend because we never really talked and I had given him way too many chances in the past. I then found out my new crush was 2 years younger than me, I was 15 and he was 13. I didn't think that was too bad, so my friend ended up hooking us up. This guy was different from all the others, he held my hand, told me he loved me, and to go with it, he was hilarious and had a great personality. He was my first serious boyfriend, but I lived in the country and he lived in town. This made it hard to get together, but when we did, I always had the best time. I had completely fallen for him, but I guess that wasn't enough for him. A few weeks passed and everything was great, but just before a month of dating, he dumped me over MSN. I was heart broken. He said it was because we hardly ever had the chance to hang out but he still loved me. Although I agreed, I still loved him deeply. I spent weeks tring to get over him, even found another guy, but then realized I wasn't over my ex, and I needed more time. I guess I felt that love I once had and wanted it so bad, but there was just one problem: it wasn't him. About a month after the break up, I asked him if he still liked me and he said yes, but we never hung out. That made me feel a little better, at least he still liked me...right? But then like a week later, he tells my friend he's completely over me. That was messed up! To this day, I still miss him, but I'm 16 and still have plenty of time to find the love of my life. How to really get to know the person you are dating |