makes no sence.
by robyn
at first it went FANTASTIC. he was so sweet, and only had my best interest in mind. but once family issues and some of my own came up, my feelings became out of control. i told him i didn't want to talk to him for a while until i sorted thing out with everybody. But he insisted he could help. i KNEW he couldn't help, because; one- he didn't know my family very well two- he barely even knew me . so i pushed him away farther. i knew this was bad, but at the time i didn't care. he broke up with me and called me unbearable names. also accused me of cheating on him with some guy i barely talked to. after about 3 months of not talking he decides he likes me again.. at first i said NO WAY . but he kept telling me about how much he's changed.. so i desired everyone deserves a second chance.. so there we were dating for the second time. again everything went great, until issues came up again. again, he wouldn't wait for me to work stuff out so again he called me mean names. i told him that i shouldn't have believed him that he changed.. about 3 weeks later after i moved, he emails me saying briefly this; I'm so sorry for everything i said to you, i never once meant it, i was just mad. i don't care if you hate me, i just want you to know I've always loved you, and you'll be in my mind forever. you changed my life. and i miss you! at this point i was FURIOUS . i emailed him back explaining how me and him can NEVER be again. I'm sick of going through all the drama. he hasn't answered me, and I'm casually glad. i had/have feelings for him, but he ruined his chances ... i already spared him one. how many must i give until he figures it out but since then I've moved on to liking other guys. but he will be glued to my mind because it just ever made since .. - a confused Girl . |