Mascara and scars

by J-Lynn<3

As I sit in my room all alone that night.
I'm trying to make an effort and fight.
I must say it's the hardest not to cut.
Inside I know you don't care anymore and it's the feeling in my gut.
You told me forever and I believed it, that's why I'm there in the room with the blade.
That's why I have the black mascara running down my cheek, my scars were starting to fade.
My face is turning black, no more skin is showing.
The tears just keep flowing.
I cannot control it any longer.
I wish I could be stronger.
I want you out of my life for good.
So for now I will be here being misunderstood.

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