Me And Him
by Ben Johnson
Last summer me and him met and we hit it off - but one week after we were together he decided that he "wasnt ready." I accepted this (or so he thought). I actually cried for nights on end. Him and me carried on meeting up as friends - but we still kissed and did other things. This confused me. I got my friend to see where me and Grammy stand with each other... He said we would stay as friends :/ I saw he him recently and he said he would consider getting back together - tonight he has just told me that he wants to stay as friends... And whats more... He has a new Boyfriend. I am not going to be able to look at either of them without feeling complete and utter worthlessness - and the feeling that I am not worthy of love. Grammy and me cant stay as friends - its not physically possible on my behalf... I cant see him without wanting him so so SO badly. But when I consider not seeing him anymore - I struggle to go two weeks without him. Gay relationships are just as hard as other relationships. I cannot take this pain anymore, Me and Grammy were great together - all I want is that back :( Thank You For Reading LOVEAGE MUCHLY Click here to read or post comments. |