Mother
by Deanna
(Worthing)
I've dyed my hair red,
I've tried to change,
But nothing is good enough
Everything's strange.
Nothing can please you
My worst enemy
I'm never right for you
Happy's a memory
You always put me down
For cutting myself
Shouting and screaming
Not trying to help
You're the reason I do it
I can't take the stress
You put me under
And the way you assess
Every move that I make
Every smile that I crack
Every scar on my arm
You're always on my back.
Everything that I do
You never approve
You'll be the death of me
A daughter you'll lose
Not that you'll care,
Mother my dear,
The reason you'll notice
That I'm not here
Is that your punching bag
Will have disappeared.
You have no idea what its like to have a mother who only sees the bad in you.
All the time.
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