My Bitter End
by Alex Cherneski
(monroe LA)
Another day in this damn place...
in my corner alone...
its almost day light... but its too dark, i cant find grace...
i cant seem to find my way home.
only you can break me down.....
i cant sleep
not even now...
it doesnt help to count sheep
all it does is makes me think..
when every time i blink i see your fucking face...
***
only you can pick me up,
you were my heaven...
my savior to help me when im feeling rough.
flying in the sky like a raven
coming to save me and get me back on my feet...
***
sitting here, rain falling on my face, and this hill is too damn steep...
what if i fall..
what if i hit the concrete
theres something in the way, its a wall...
fear is how i fall...
confused in what is real
consume me...i cant see
these wounds, they will not heal
***
i've felt this way before
so insecure!
crawling in my skin
but now i dont have to wonder what could've been...
these wounds will not fucking heal...
fear is how i fall
confused about what is real....