My Fading Entity Compo # 13
by JChriZ Abyss Brizuela
(Bulan, Sorsogon, Philippines)
Why do I have to exist?
when everything seems so unfair.
Why should I have to resist?
fighting for nothing and I can't hardly bear.
I'm losing grip for what I believe,
seeking for someone that might she's my relieve.
But that wasn't just easy,
many times I thought was just all FALLACY.
I'm not gonna make it!
Oh! Well, just what like the old times.
Keepin' myself into my burden of guilt,
and make poems with awful rhymes.
I may not good as Shakespeare,
who had Romeo with faith and no fear.
just to be with her Juliet and wipe her weary eyes,
sayin' "I love you , No worries, No Crying".
But that ain't build up inside of me!
I am no more existing... PERJURY!
Yes, you can barely see the trash out of me,
want to drown myself but still just soggy.
Nobody don't want to live like this,
a lifetime blood and thunder same as this piece.
I guess I'm done... Expecting,
But as usual, as part of pain relieving.
I know some says, "Time can heal?"
Heal What!? When my Pain doesn't want to deal?
I don't think about it, friend.
Soon my time will come to an end...
When MY FADING surely ends...