My Feelings

by Kerri
(Somerset)

My feelings are strong as an emo.
Most of my so called "friends" either judge me behind my back, or play with my feelings for amusement.
I can't keep a relationship because people think I'm too dark and depressed.
I sit alone in my room every night with my iPod for at least three hours blasting heavy metal or some kind of rock into my head while cutting myself.
It's the way to do it. (Y)
I was called an "attention seeker" at school and I have no real friends.

I want to die.

Oh, and people think I'm not emo just because I'm blonde.
I mean, WTF ... ok most blondes are attention seekers and cheat on people, but seriously, why would anyone in their right mind sink that low? You are who you are and you should appreciate that.

Sorry for wasting your time,
Kerri