My First Love and My Best Friend

by Aria
(Utah)

I found you and I fell in love.
Not the only one, I had to choose.
I chose you and it all happened so fast.
3 years we spent, together and yet apart.
Then I broke it off, because either way I was alone.
I cried myself to sleep that night and not one tear could I hold back.
I let go and so did you, but little did I know, I'd lose your brother too.
The one who said he'd always care, always be there,
My best friend, the one I trusted gone without a care.
Years gone by, yet the love I gave away, you both just threw away.
My heart is still yours and I cry with shame
That I cannot let go and forget, like you both have so easily done so.
I know I will always love you, you are still a mystery.
I only have one question,
Will you one day be mine? Or is this hope just going to break me apart?
Will I have my guardian angels or will I suffer in misery all alone?