My heart is just dying here.
by Kevin van Overdijk
(Netherlands)
I lay down here, awake
And ask myself
How long will it take
Before I can think normally again?
How long can I live with this pain?
Why don't you just love me?
When I saw you for the first time,
gravitation didn't hold me on earth anymore.
You did, and now you are my balance point.
Without even saying anything.
Your beautiful eyes said enough, they said everything.
Every day things run through my head.
But I don't think I will tell you,
if you don't believe in my love.
I ask myself when the pain will stop,
the pain you gave me.
You gave it when I told you "I love you".
I'm still in love, and that won't change.
When I see your face, my heart beats faster and faster.
Too fast to count.
When I talk to you, I'm in a different world.
One that doesn't have any rules.
But I know everything there is just fake.
These questions run trough my head,
When I lay down here on my bed.
If you don't love me, just go away,
and leave my heart here, dying.
Emmelie Herwegh, I still love you.