My junior year of love and hate between me and him

by Courtesy
(Dallas,tx,usa)

I moved there a few weeks after school started. He caught my eye, and I caught his eye too. We were inseparable for about four months but we never dated. He was scared to ask me out cause i always spoke my mind and he didn't like my friends because they didn't get along. I always caught him starring at me with those I love you eyes and I can't deny it I gave him the same look everyday. I missed having him in my life because he made me smile even when we were fighting and not talking to each other the looks we passed back and forth to each other made everything better no matter what. He finally told me a few months after school ended and I had moved and so did he, but he told me that he cared for me and missed me and he was stupid for missing his only chance. I cried and told him that I had to get off the phone. He called me back like five times and then I finally answered after I listened to his voice mails. He told me he loved me but I scared him cause he had never felt this way about a girl before and that if he could go back in time he would have asked me out. I told him its the past and we can't change it I haven't talked to him since I guess I hurt him but everyday I wake up to his face being in my dreams it kills me to say I love him more now than I did before.