my latest feeling
by ALEX CHERNESKI
(monroe LA)
don't want to move
can't stop thinking of you
your words in my head
the yelling and the cursing towards me i dread
you said you loved me
and now you say you cant believe
you made promises
as i miss your sweet kisses
now all i do here is sit in perfect sorrow
and i fear the path of tomorrow
will you except me again?
or will you take my heart and bend?
you say no more trust
so then what was it for you, lust?
i tell you over and over
but all you say is no, and you won't stay sober...
what ever happened to the good times
i remmber them as i talk in rhymes
you walked away?
what was it in you that changed?
you don't want to talk
so you turn away and walk
you look me in the eyes
and all i want to do is cry...
why can't you see
that you are where i want to be??
michael you don't believe me
why won't you believe?
i give you a picture hoping you will remember the past
and remember how long we could last
it is of you and me at a birthday
and i'm not sure how to find the words to say...
i remember looking up at you
tell you i love you...you say it too
what happened to that?
to the laughs?
i'm still here waiting
sitting here and praying
hoping you will believe me
because i haven't lied to you, why can't you see?
you always said you'd always stay
no matter what got in our way
you said you'll never let me go
i said it to you as you know...
what else can i say
there's only one thing i can say in one way...
i love you
and if i'm right, you still love me too...