my life without you...
by Rose
but no i cannot. i'm an emotionless shell that feels nothing else but hurt. i'm on fire but at the same time i'm drowning. i can't breathe but at the same time my lungs are somehow keeping me alive. the icy raindrops splatter against my bare arms and legs. i look up into the pitch-black sky and only faintly see the stars. i'm shivering in the cold. splish-splash goes the rain, borne from the clouds falling down the leaves...drip-drop go my tears, born in my broken heart rolling down my cheeks... it feels like i'm in a pitch-black hole. wherever i turn knives stab me. the arms that once used to embrace me turned to barbed wire and is rapped tightly around me body... making me bleed and giving me pain. my heart is made of razors cutting me up inside. my tears are tears of lava burning my cheeks. i can't understand... why should i love someone who doesn't love you? a feather falls down on my shoulder and i feel its pressure wanting to pull me down. weird how feathers are heavy now... and snow-white flowers darken. i can't think of anything else but you. but the angels got mad when i joined your presence. although i have sleepless death and dreamless sleep, i am forever yours to keep. i close my eyes and fall to the floor. a ripping pain shoots across my chest and i scream out in pain. then i hear a shattering noise and feel my heart being broken in millions of pieces. my eyes won't open and my heart stops to beat. my last thought is "I'll miss you". yes i died... died loving you.
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