My Love for Him

by Jewel
(Friday)

My Love for Him

It was December 18th, and I was working on my boyfriend's Christmas present. We were in a long distance relationship, so at the time I could only talk to him on MSN. I typed in my email and password and logged in. I had one offline message.

After I read it, I couldn't move. He had broken up with me. He wanted to live his life normally, with someone that he could be with everyday. I was heart broken. I crumpled up the piece of paper with the song I was writing for him and threw it in the trash can and just sat there motionless, staring at the screen.

The next day, I logged into MSN again. I was still depressed, and didn't want to talk to anyone. So when he signed in, I appeared offline, and sent him this.

"I know you don't want me. I know you never will. But I'll always love you..that won't ever change. I want to be with you...but if that girl you're with now is the one you're happy with...then I'll leave you alone. Bye.."

I went out for a walk, to just think about why he could have left me. Another girl? He was tired of long distance? Well all I knew, was that he wasn't worth my tears. I would never take him back.

The next time I logged into MSN, I got this offline message.

"Don't leave me alone...I was wrong. Through all the pain I've caused you, would you still take me back?"

I paused for a minute. I went and picked up the crumpled piece of paper with the song on it, and saw the lyric "I LOVE YOU."

I walked back over to my laptop, and typed exactly that to him.

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