My mistake...
by kiari
It was a great day like the usual, I have a boyfriend, his name is Brad I know he loves me. But I just don't think he ever really did understand me. It was a long distance relationship, he cared most about the looks not about the personality. And I just couldn't handle it any more, he got me upset so many times. So I left him. My other ex, his name is Cameron and he goes to the same school as me. I left him because my mum found out and made me text him that I couldn't be with him so I had tears in my eyes because I did love him. My mum didn't like the fact of me having a boyfriend. Me and my best friend went for a walk to the park. I found out that Cameron lives close by the park, and we all met there, it was normal, me and him talked about random things, and the next day me and my best friend and my sis (I told my sis that I liked him- I told her everything) and we all went to the park again and called him to come. I started to think that my friend liked him, but they were actually really close friends. I was upset about them cause I thought they were flirting with each other and so I left, they called for me but I ignored them I didn't want to think about any of it. But I had no idea that my sis told Cameron and my friend everything, so they found out why I left the park. They followed me and that's when Cameron told me that he liked me ever since we broke up ages ago. Since then me and Cameron were together. On my birthday all the year 9's went on a river cruise including my Cameron, but something was wrong with me that day, I felt guilty that my ex Brad had no idea that I was with someone else, because me and Brad are still friends. I was upset nearly the whole day, Cameron kept asking me what was wrong but I couldn't tell him. Oh and my other friend from school also was teasing me for being with Cameron, and she even danced with him at the river cruise. She was probably jealous or something 'cause she wanted to hurt me. So I talked with Cameron and I told him to break up with me, he only broke up with me because he didn't want my friend to bother me any more. I made a mistake. I still wish that I could still be with Cameron because I miss him and I love him so much, I don't think I could be with him again. I'm so depressed all the time now and no one understands me. If I could still be on the river cruise with Cameron I would have told him that I loved him but now I know that I can't. So if you are with someone and love them tell them cause it's better now than never. |