My secret love

by Tanya
(Knoxville)

He meant so much to me... Did he know how much I thought about him and adored him? I have never felt this way before. All my feelings for him...unexplainable. I was so shocked, depressed, and sad when he ripped them out and threw them away. As if they never mattered in the first place. I don't know what to do. So I just plaster a tiny, fake smile on my face for the rest of the day. Maybe squeeze in a laugh or two. When the day is done, I mope around and cry quietly. For I am hopeless, mindless, heartless.