my secret

by m.z.n

the cuts on my hand go deeper and deeper as i fall in love with you.
the fact that you don't now makes be feel so blue.
my hands are trembling as i smoke on the bud.
i realize you're not worth it and i'm finally done.
the things that i went through to be with you.
you cheated on me and don't lie cause it's true.
remember when we would count the stars together?
and you kept saying we be together forever?
but whatever happen to me and you.
i'm not sure but as
i sit in my room with blood as tears.
remembering these past things.
these are my secrets i'll never tell.
so listen once and and once again.
it's your fault i'm here and not there.