my so called crush

I had this one crush and he was very sweet and kind. I have known him since elementary and we never talked 'til middle school. I got to know him better because he was in my class. I started to like him because he changed. His looks and his personality. My friends didn't know what I saw in him and didn't support me at all. At times he would be nice and at times he would cuss, he said he was kidding but i didn't believe him. For months I tried to talk to him a lot and make him be nice to me. Month 6, it happened. We finally became friends and hung out kind of, 'til he got popular. Every girl was trying to be his friend and when I would hang out with him, girls would come. Ambushing us. I once told him I liked him, but the next day, he wouldn't talk to me. I took it back. Then he got mad. 2 months later we became best friends. But i wanted my first hug. I see him hugging every girl I see. Getting jealous every minute. I asked him out one day, he said no, then the next week he was with another girl. It was heartbreaking and sad. Now i know, he will never like me.