Hey, I'm Dez. I'm 16 and I live in K-town, Utah
and this is my story:
I was dating this guy Josh for about a year. I loved him a lot, I mean, we were totally in love...but after while, I felt like something was missing. I wish I knew what it was, but now I do know what it was...I just didn't trust him...I thought he was cheating on me. The other problem was me: I was the kind of girl who just wanted him to be hella perfect and I just wanted to change him...I wanted him to be somebody he wasn't...I honestly think I was a shitty girlfriend but how did I know he wasn't cheating on me or lying to me? I guess maybe it wasn't true love if we didn't have trust...but I did honestly love him and I still do to this day...I think about him all the time, everyday.
Right now, I'm dating a guy named Anthony. I like him a lot. He is a really great guy. I want to stay with him, but I don't think I'm going to get over my ex-boyfriend for a while. I've been trying though because I do want to stay with Anthony.