My True Story

by Michaela Love
(Ohio)

So how do I explain this? I've always been mature and looked a few year older and at 12 years old I fell in love, with the wrong type of person. I mean he is perfect to me, but dates a lot and so many like him. I think of him all day,everyday. He has a whole notebook dedicated to him. But how should I know if he loves me too? I guess if he did he wouldn't be dating someone else.

Why do I love the one who doesn't love me back? Thinking of him makes me smile and makes my tummy tickle (like now). I know this isn't much of a story but it's mine. I want to stop loving him, to avoid pain and suffering to know I could never have him but I can't. He seems perfect for me....Everything I've dreamed of, those beautiful eyes, his gorgeous hair, his height that is actually just a few inches ahead of me and his funny and sweet personality. He was dating someone when I fell in love with him....and now he is dating someone else! How did I not know about this, his one second of being single? Maybe it's because we don't go to the same school but we will next year. The outrage I felt when i looked at his Facebook wall and the girl posted these words.. "hahah ppl need to get over the fact me and joe r datin and he never cheatin on anyone kay:) love u joe" UGH! How these words outrage me. These words, so simple yet so infuriating! These words this girl has just typed and posted have made me feel hate towards her. I'm also afraid that someone will steal him from me again over the summer or during school.

I love you Joe Ayotte....So much, and if only you could see that.