Never knowing

by Jessica A
(Paw Paw)

Never knowing what may come
Never knowing what this would be
Never knowing what would become of us
Never knowing the true me
Never knowing what I want
Never knowing the real truth
Never knowing what is real
Never knowing the true you
Never knowing if it's just for fun
Never knowing if it's gonna hurt
Never knowing how many tears will fall
Never knowing if I'm sure
Never knowing if this is the last
Never knowing if it's the first
Never knowing what is love
Never knowing when I'll burst
Knowing and never knowing
It is bad either way
Not knowing if you wanna leave
Not knowing when to stay
One day I will know
and we will keep on going
But for right now I am confused
In Never knowing