No One For Me...

I've had a few girlfriends, and I can't seem to hold on to a girl for more than 6 months. First girl lasted 3 months, we were sadly a "long distance" relationship, which has failure written all over it. And what made it worse, we were teens. I had to break up with her, because she made way to many jokes. That may sound a bit strange, but she joked about being raped, or breaking up with me... So that was that.

Less than a week later, I got together with this other girl who was bi, did drugs, drank booze, and smoked. Can you guess why I broke up with her? No, because she broke up with me. Why you ask? I ask the same thing. She called me new year's night, and was talking fast and saying she was hearing voices. I wonder why... No, I wasn't an ass so I played it cool, and told her to chill out, but she yelled and hung up. We didn't talk for a few days, and I got a call and she broke up with me. 1 month.

Next was this chick that only dated me for about ten days. Broke up with me because she said we weren't going to see each other enough. Next was this girl that dated me for 6 months. We were so good together had some good times for about a month and a half. Then her parents found out we were going out. Then things got bad. Her mom told the staff at the youth group we went to, to watch us. It was bad enough already. And then, they were trying to keep us apart. After a while things like that started to die down. But then I got a call and it was her, crying. I somehow knew right away what was going on. She left me. Why?

I still to this day, don't know why... It's been more than a year since that. Next was a girl who only dated me for 6 days. Not too much to say about that one. And the latest girl, we dated for about 12 days. Things were great, moving fast, which I was okay with. But she wasn't allowed to date yet. I was mad at her parents because, girl number 4 wasn't allowed to date either. But the reason for that was "just because". This one is a lot different. Her dad caught her talking to me online and broke us up. And my mom got a call from her mom, saying that my girlfriend was lying about a bunch of stuff. She lied about being raped, being touched by a guy at camp, and lied about these other guys hitting on her while I was dating her. And worst of all lied about her age. She said she was 16. She was really 14. Which is bad for me. I don't like to date girls that are just turning into a teenager. I'm going to be 17 in a few months, and I want to date a girl who is same age or older than me.

I know that there are a lot of guys who have had like 30 girlfriends or something like that. But 6 bad breakups really suck. I'm over all of them, but I can't seem to find other girl. But not just any girl. One for me would be nice... And one that doesn't play sick little games... Thanks for reading.