nobody gets in

by butterfly
(Texas)

I'm too afraid to get close to anyone because everyone who was my "friend" abandoned me along with him- so now here I am again, sitting all by myself, waiting for someone to save me from my misery, for a real friend to show up and help me and comfort me...

But nobody will ever come, because I won't let them, my happy facade pleases everyone-no one knows me enough to see past it...I guess I'm just waiting for a miracle to happen and for someone to just get the real me and help me see past the suffocating darkness in my life...