Not With You

by chel

I can’t explain what I feel every time you’re not near
Thinking you may be attracted to someone else, I fear.
Afraid that you may have broke your promise again,
Might be playing games with other girls or drinking beer.
I know I should have trust in you
Because you said that your love is true,
Also that I’m important to you
That you treasured me more than your life,
More than the way I feel for you.
I know I’m the one who always starts our fights,
But I’m just worried and carried by my feelings
I’m lost in the dark, can’t find the light.
I can be an angel that you will love
But can also be the devil that you hate,
Look what jealousy and suspicions in me have created.
Please don’t give me reasons to be jealous,
Cause I become so suspicious.
Don’t want to see you close to other girls;
I know I’m acting so selfish,
Sorry but that’s just the way it is,
Cause this is the real me, and you can’t change this
You know I’m addicted to you, but I can be angry too,
So please even if I love you more than anyone does,
Try to understand what I’m like when I’m not with you.