Nothing but a Dream
by Brandon Nelson
(Paducha, Kentucky)
I stand atop the tree, just one branch above me
Life has taken its toll upon me
My breathing deepens, my body starts to sweat uncontrollably
I’ve come this far, I must finish what I have started
I tighten the noose, because falling would be an even worse death
I retrieve one last memory out of my soon to be ceased mind
Its of her, the one I love, the one I’ve lost
Its of the day she left me, the day I lost her forever
I have never been the same since this day, nothing but a broken shell
or maybe more like a heartless drone just living life because I have to
Well not any more, this is the last breath I shall take
I keep my eyes closed so that she is the last thing I see
I take the deepest breath I have ever taken, then let my body fall from the tree
The rope tightens, my breathing ceases, and then I pass out
My heart beat stop, my being ceases
I wake up and look around, there are people all around me
they don’t seem to notice me tho, I get up and walk to a man
I try to talk to him but he just ignores me
I panic, I start to scream no one hears me, no one can see me
Then I remember, I’m dead
I finally realize what is going on, I’m at a funeral, one that belongs only to me
I look around to see who is here I see my mom, my dad, my siblings
and against all odds I see the one all of this was for
her, the girl who said that she wanted nothing to do with me
She is crying on my mommas shoulder
Telling her that she would do anything to get me back
All of this was in vain
The clock hits 8, and goes off
I open my eyes,
Just to see the most beautiful person that has ever laid a foot on this planet
But being that beautiful she cant be a human, she must be an angle
Then it hits me, I‘m not dead, my being has not ceased and most importantly
I still have her
That means that all that just happened was nothing,
Nothing but a dream