Nothing Matters

by $helby

Nothing goes right
in this crazy thing called life

Nothing matters anymore
my world crashed down
you stole my heart and shattered it

What happens when I hurt?
What happens if I leave?
What happens if ... I die?

"I'm fine, just tired" is always my response
Nobody knows,
just me and my exacto blade.

"Why?" is a wonderful question
why am I unhappy?
why am I dying with each forced smile?

But starting today,
I'm breaking out of this cage,
formed by tears blood and rage.

Help me now
I need you here
I'm so sick of being alone.