One Way Love
One Way Love About 7 months ago, A new guy started working at the restaurant that I worked at. Right off the bat, I found him very attractive. He wasn't the stunning handsome type or anything, but very kind and caring. We started talking at work and got to know each other. I found out that he had a girlfriend that had cheated on about him 8 times. One day, he asked me to call him, so I could hear his ring tone, but he had the phone on vibrate and said that was the only ring tone he ever used. It kind of made me feel like he just wanted to get my number. A couple of weeks later, I got a text message from some random number that I didn't know, asking who I was, so I told them and asked them who they were. It turned out it was his girlfriend trying to figure out why my number was in his phone. After that, he texted me, apologizing for her text and we have now texted everyday straight since that night. Through texting we started to get to know each other more and more. He would ask me in the morning how I had slept the night before and ask me how I was and such. Then one night, I told him I was scared because I was home alone and I had just watched the scariest movie of my life. He asked if he could come over, so I wouldn't be scared anymore. That night he told me that he thought I was pretty. Couple nights later, his girlfriend and him broke up...and I just starting thinking, wow, I really like him a lot. He was all I thought about and I told my best friend this, I told her exactly how I felt. Then one night I invited him over to hang out with me and my best friend...they ended up making out. It hurt so bad, I felt like a my heart was just ripped out of my chest. After this, he started talking about how he sorta liked her and how she was out of his league, blah, blah, right? But finally, I built up the courage to tell him how I felt about him and all he said was that we had became too good of friends to risk it. But then he would say things like you're so beautiful, you're kind, you're so fun to be around, stuff that made it seem like he liked me. Then one night, when we were all hanging out again, my best friend and him ended up making out again this time in my bed when I was right there. And at this point, my friend denied liking him. And a couple nights after that, to top it all off, they " slept together" when I was right in the next room and they left the door open which I was right in front of. He apologized for that over and over again, but it never took the pain away. He told me that I was beautiful and that if we weren't such close friends that he would like me! That I was exactly his type, and how he doesn't want to ever hurt me because I don't deserve to be hurt. And how much he wished he liked me. What does that even mean really?! Anyways, now my best friend and him are together and I am still stuck in this one way love. What do I do? Please help me : ( |