Please Don't Be In Love With Someone Else

by Monica Carver
(Winslow, Maine )

Have you ever felt something so amazing that you never thought would leave you? Then a month later, the one one you thought you loved was gone? That's what happened to me.

My second boyfriend I gave way to much slack with. We started dating at the dance on a Friday night, it was a school dance. Everyone was slow dancing with someone besides me and him. He walked over to me than asked me to dance. He gave me the honors to say yes. We stood there dancing for about 20 minutes. I stared up into his eyes. I was in love without even knowing him. After the song ended, everyone rushed up to us and asked if we are dating. Me and him looked at each other and we said yes. Then they looked shocked.

That song was the last. Then me and one of my friends went outside and waited for a ride. He walked up to me and said goodbye. He had the most amazing smile in the world to me. That weekend, I couldn't stop thinking about him, wondering if he was thinking about me too. I would never know, I was younger than him by a year, and I was shy.

That Monday in school. When I saw him in the hallways I looked up at him and smiled and he smiled back. I finally found someone I loked. I thought to myself: "Everything was going good", we finally hugged on the 5th day that we were together. Then I thought that he wouldn't let me go for a long while.

Everyday for a month, we hugged everyday after school. Then one day, my best friend came up to me and said that someone that used to be my best friend was crushing over my boyfriend, and they always talked on Facebook. My mother didn't allow me to have a Facebook account so I had no idea what was going on. Then, I asked my boyfriend about it then he said that yes, she had said that she loved him, and all he said was okay.

My heart was so broken that I thought that I was going to die. The next few days of school were very interesting. MY best friend told me what my boyfriend and this girl talked about. Some things made me want to cry, others couldn't bother me the least.

About 3 weeks after that, my boyfriend didn't give me a hug before he left. I knew that something was happening. Then when I got onto the bus, my phone was ringing, I didn't recognize the number so I didn't answer. Then it said "One new voicemail." When I listened to it, it said that my boyfriend was dumping me. My heart went from my chest to my head. I didn't know what to do. He loved someone else.