I left my daughter's father about 10 years ago for another man. I have always regretted it. And deep within my heart I have still been in love with him.
I have been through some tough times. And he knows about it all. He just recently came back into my life. And all those feeling that were left behind 10 years ago resurfaced.
At first, it was like before. But now I can see that we have grown into different people than we were 10 years ago. I still love him, but he has found someone else. He tells me he loves me but I'm still holding on to the hope that one day we will get back together again. I know that I'm headed to get myself hurt and that's not what I want.