Regret

by Anonymous
(Taipei Taiwan)

There was this guy who I liked a lot. Our school prom was getting close, so I was going to ask him to dance with me, but this other guy asked me to dance with him at the prom. I said yes because we were really good friends. So after we danced, I was going to ask the person I liked to dance with me, but I didn't know how, so I asked the guy who danced with me what I should do. He gave me some advise and I was going to ask the other guy, but he went home early, so I never got to dance with him.

One day, I wanted to stop myself from liking him, so everyday I tried really hard until it finally worked. During this time, I actually had a fight with the guy who danced with me at the prom. We fought because I thought he had changed. I can't believe it, but I even called him an asshole. Then during our fighting period, we didn't talk to each other and didn't do the things we usually did before. Then one day, on MSN, he said "Peace" and suggested that we stop fighting. I was really touched by what he said. It was then that I discovered that I actually liked him.

I feel bad because he liked me before the time I told him about the guy I used to like. He stopped liking me from the day after the prom. Our friendship got further even though we stopped fighting.

I really regret it.

Get back the one you love