Shelf of Misery

they ask me why i cut
i say it's not enough
for him to break me
he should make me
i can't, it's too much

stop my breathing
shirt stained red
i knew i should have stayed in bed
there's so many people against me
what can i do in misery?

i'm alone in the world
all by myself
there's no one there to hold me
i know i'm so childish
but still i go
and turn my music loud
trying to drown
their sounds out

my dark demeanor
is all i have
my surly attitude
there on my behalf
i sit alone
all by myself
listen to my ipod
stay on the shelf
of misery
of misery
of misery yeah
of misery yeah

nobody talks to me
im all alone
when i come in the front door
when im at home
in my waking hours
im miserable
even when im asleep
the glass isn't full
the place i go
in my dreams
is all i have, it's what it seems
it's the place
where happiness exists
but it's not real
but this misery is...

my dark demeanor
is all i have
my surly attitude
there on my behalf
i sit alone
all by myself
listen to my ipod
stay on the shelf
of misery
of misery
of misery yeah
of misery yeah