Still Heartbroken
by Mesa
(Kansas)
Still Heartbroken
I wish I could stop
But my heart still screams for him.
The pain bottles up inside
Until I break down.
The tears they fall
Hard and warm against my skin.
This pain, is my anchor
It holds me down at sea.
It drowns me.
So I have no breath,
Until there’s nothing left.
But I’ll fight for it all
Until I bleed out.
No one will ever tell me what to do,
I am me
You are you.
I make my own choices.
And learn from all the mistakes.
Fate will decide.
I’ll throw my dice.
And take my chances.
I’m playing this game,
Caught up on winning or losing.
Breaking the rules
Still addicted to him.
Still heartbroken.
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