Still love him in pieces!
by fae
Summer came and I was really into badminton and I joined this club were we could play badminton anytime and anywhere. So then I joined the club, that freshmen was also a member in that club. So, I was thinking "Ok? Stalker much." But I didn't really cared. Because all I wanna do is play badminton. At first we got a long easy with girls and boys in the club but not him, because we we're playing badminton and I was playing against him and my sister, and me and christian yang. We we're playing and that freshmen, smashed a shuttlecock in my face. In that case I took it very seriously but I didn't show to them that I care. I told them it's just a game, let's get it over with. The freshmen was laughing. Literally laughing all the way. SO that really pissed me off and started to play tricks on him. But he was really good in coping up with my tricks. Looks like he underestimated me. As months passed by, it came December. We we're both flirting and all. But can you believe it? A fresh graduate and an upcoming 2nd yr.student. What a dweeb! Anyway, came December. We flirted a lot. He asked his friend who is also my boy-best-friend, if he can get my number, facebook and YM. And I was like, wow. What the heck? So i gave him my number, facebook and YM. We started texting, he added me in facebook and we started chatting in YM. The we started dating, I think it was December 4? When he courted me. There was no 50-50 on this because I was so in love. I'm in love with a guy who's younger than me. Dweeb! So we dated for a month only because I found out he has another girlfriend, who is apparently his age and they've been going out for months. So he gave me a lame excuse that a long distance relationship isn't working out for him and I was like, whatever. It made me cry because he was the second guy to that shit again. So I made a lyric video, it was his favorite to song and he introduce me to this song. I told him I wanted him back, but he didn't want to. So, let it be then. Weeks after, he courted me again. He said it was over between him and his girlfriend but again, it was a lie. We only dated for one week. That was his second chance to make things right, but he blew it. the he says sorry to me, the last thing he would do is to hurt me and all. But still I still believe and sad yes to him. I love him to pieces. Even if he broke my heart a dozen time. Then came January, he courted me again, and I said yes. He told me he was sorry, it was really over. But then that night, I receive a text, an unknown number. I replied, who are you. SHE said, it's j*** ***. She asked me if me and *******, are going out. I said YES. And she replied, what? Me and ******* are still together. And I didn't replied to her text anymore. I texted my boy-best-friend, who is a friend of *******, to ask him if this is true about **** *** and *******. He texted both of them, and then he replied to me YES. Then he called and asked if I'm alright. I told him, I'm fine. I'm used to it with his games anyway. There are many fishes in the sea, but only they're not fishes. So I hung up the phone. Went up to my rooms and cried all over my pillow. It was so rough! Months. Months. Months. December again. Our club was having a Christmas party, so I decided to join. Drinks were up. Music are banging in the walls. i was having a good time with my friends. I was drunk too. With all the dancing and the people drunk, that freshmen, grabbed my arm, pulling me close to his chest and does a slow dance while the beat is a fast one. I wanted to cry because after all what he has done. I looked up in him and he glanced down to me, he was about to kiss me and I pushed him away because it wasn't right. He has a girlfriend. So I went backstage to get some alone time. The freshmen asked my boy best friend, where I was. Then my boy-best friend said, she's at the back of the stage I think, and the freshmen found me. I was crying with tears, my eye liner and mascara, was ruined. My hair was a mess but he still tend to sit down with me. He said I'm sorry. I lied to you. I didn't mean it. I really did loved you, just a few more strings then I'm free. I can be your guy. Then I looked away. turning back against him and I decided to leave him but he grabbed my arm and he pulled me back to his arms. Then he lifted my head and said he was really sorry. Then he gave me a kiss in the forehead. And i told him, I believe you and I left him. After that, I was up in my knees because we we're dancing, and he grabbed me, we we're dancing and dancing. We laughed and laughed. Since that night, we texted a lot. I miss you, I love you. I want you. Few more strings. Then came February. The game was over. he courted me again in February 25 and I said yes! He told his family about it, he has happy with his decision. I also told my parents about it, they weren't sure but they ought to give it a try. So until now, we're still dating and going on and going strong. No matter how they break your heart into pieces and you still love them back, he is going to love you back and he's going to throw those tiny little broken pieces away, and replace it with his new pieces. :) I love you baby! :* |