stuck in love

by xCarolinexxElizabethx
(brighton TN)

i'm stuck loving him so secretly it hurts
i feel like this life is slowly slipping out of my reach
ill never know that happiness again
i wish i could grasp what they keep telling me but my mind goes another way
like Bella's love for Edward, dangerous yet so safe
like Allie's love for Noah, so easy yet so difficult to understand
and Jamie's love for Landon, not supposed to happen yet it did
the secrecy is hard to keep, yet so easy
i want him to know, yet i want to keep to myself
I want him to be happy, yet i want him to know that I feel day and night for him and want him to be here with me
the time apart is like living without air—its almost impossible for me to do
so i'm ready to stay here and wait till i get it back in one piece and i'll never get him out of my mind
i NEVER want to lose him ... i want him to myself forever!