Succeded In Love But Failed In Marriage

by Matilda
(Ahemadabad)

Hi this is Matilda, I am putting my own love and marriage story on the net because no one should have a life like me its horrible to live a life which I am leading. My husband and myself loved each other from our childhood, he is very smart, I am just a normal-looking girl, he was leaving in a modern city and he was a craze among girls in his college. We are relations and I was living in a village but I have completed my post graduation, but as I was grown homely I don't like to be modern, and my husband liked that very much. The day we knew each other we started loving each other for around 12 years. Before our marriage our whole family supported us, but there were some misunderstandings between the family members during our marriage because of money. But finally we tackled everything and we got married very happily as we were expecting that day of our life so eagerly, not only us but our whole family was expecting that. Because no one was like us...loving so deeply each other everyone in family and friends respected our love and surprised to see a couple like us as we understood each other very well and supported each other even before marriage.

He was working abroad he left me and went immediately after one month our marriage there started the problem, I was unable to bear his separation, I was totally broken into pieces during that time even when I became pregnant. I was with his mom and sisters. My parents were in the village. These people started poking at my heart, saying all misunderstandings happened between my family and them. My husband was far from me so I didn't want to disturb him. But one day finally I was unable to bear it and asked for going to my village. At last he permitted me so I went with my father. I delivered my baby there. There were some complications during my delivery. Because of that my husband got angry and he called me immediately after my delivery. At that time I was unable to go because my life got an extreme change, now my baby's age is 2 years. I live with my husband but he doesn't speak to me for the past 2 years. He doesn't wish to see my face. We live in the. same house but separately. My life ended in just one month, we don't live like husband and wife, we live like strangers in the same house. I thought he'll understand me more than any one else and support me when I need him but he disappointed me in everything, he listened only to his family. But one more thing happened due to which even his family members changed now they support me that is finding out that another girl has entered his life. Now I do not understand what is the end of my story, how to put an end to this problem, how to bring back him to me, how to relieve him from her? I still love him in the same way that is why all these things kill me day by day, being in front of me he ignores me which is unbearable, I feel lonely. I trusted him so much but he has done this to me which no one should have in their life.

Love never fails, I have trust in my love and I am fighting for my love for the past 2 years, only god is there with me only he has to support me, I trust in god and I am waiting for this to end.

This is my own story, thank you reading this.