The Jerk Me

by jin
(philippines)

I love this girl. But I realized too late how uch I really love her. It didn't make sense to me until she'd already given up on me. I realized that she had sacrificed a lot for me. She tolerated me after I hurt her. And I was really a loser. I don't know why I couldn't see that much back then. Maybe because I was blinded by my ex girlfriend who begged me to take her back. I got confused. It was a total suck up. So, the confusion continued and my bitterness for the girl I was with progressed.

Then one day, she totally gave up. She was tired. She stopped her feelings. She left me hanging. Such a heartache, but what could I do? It was my fault. I didn't value her when I had the chance.

I miss her right now ... we still communicate but you know, her feelings have changed. As well as her treatment of me. She's not the sweet girl anymore. But she's not bitter, you know. She's just ... normal. And being normal for me sucks, because for me, it means the relationship is gone.

To my girl:

I'm very sorry. I didn't do things appropriately.
I let you slip away. I became so confident. I love you. I DO!


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