The love I never had

I was in love with my brother's best friend David. He didn't notice me, but we started to hang out more and we both grew a thing for each other, As far as I knew...

He always dropped by, Kissed me, snuggled me, and always said he loved me in a playful way. My crush for him just got so big and full. But lately he kept telling me, "Talking to my ex-girlfriend I'll talk to you later." I didn't mind that much at all.


A couple days later he told me he would come hang out with me. I was so happy and fixed myself up. I waited on my porch for 15 minutes, He then called and said "I'm with Your brother and his girlfriend I'll be there soon." 6 hours went by. I sat out there on the porch sighing and waiting. He said he got home around eight, He told me he was sorry for ditching me.

I let it slide. Later on we talked over the phone about pets and out of nowhere he asked if I loved him. I was so excited, I thought he would ask me out so I answered yes. He then told me his ex-girlfriend said to ask me out to see if he can recover from his broken heart, but then break up with me afterwards. I repeated the question, and he told me I was right, but instead he was going to ask someone else out since he only saw me a toy.

I was doing my best to sound happy and excited over the phone, But then he took it too far by asking me if I wanted to know who she was. I said okay, and he told me it was my brothers girlfriend. I broke down in tears at that point and asked him why he would hurt my brother. He laughed and said, "Don't worry I'll date you afterward."

I hung up on him..

I cried so hard that my eyes went dry, and he was clueless the entire time. I even got to tell him my true feelings for him and he used it against me. He never realized that he ripped my heart apart. I just wish I never let him take advantage of me.

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