The Pain...
It hurts more than the cuts,
That I forced on myself,
More than the bruises,
Due to my own accord,
More than the tears,
Streaming down my face,
I never thought this'd happen,
An awful heartbreak...
For, you poured your love on me,
Like a shower of joy,
You made me feel special,
My special boy,
I wish you were still here,
But it's not your fault,
This heartbreak you caused,
I shall blame myself for...
It makes me feel better,
To believe you're not mean,
I blame myself,
And you can blame me,
For if you don't love me,
I'll hurt myself more,
For being a bad girlfriend,
The way I was before...
Get back your lost love