The Worse And Best Time Ever. Wish It Never Happened...

by Jonathan
(Toronto Ontario Canada)

Well... I Had Liked this Guy named Jonathan Desousa For a While Now. Like 4 years. And He finally Asks me out. Then at The school dance. And The song When I'm With u Comes on And i start Crying. And he Asks me "Whats wrong?" and i say "Nothing. Just your In the 8th Grade your gonna b Leaving now"
And He Hugged me tight And Said "don't worry I love you and i would Never Leave you"..
Then 2 weeks Ago. i Was Walking around the Track and i didn't see Jonathan. So I sit on the Hill and all i see next to me Is My Best friend Andreia And Jonathan Kissing....

I go Up to him and i say "...What? i thought u were mine" And he said "I would Never Like u, why don't you Just Drop Dead"

Now. Today because of What he Said. and All the Crying. I couldn't Take it anymore. So At 2am i Ran away from home. Got Shot And Stabbed... And was in a coma. Every one Knew Why i did it... He told me to Drop dead... I wanted it so Bad...

Now my heart is Broken Because Of him... If Only I could tell Him That i didn't care if he didn't want to be with me. I would be Happy with who ever he was with. I know No One Likes me at my school. But i really Thought he did. He Made me Fall for Him. i really didn't want to.

Now My Life is Hell. I'm In High School Now. Everything i told you was From 2 Years ago. I'm In The 10th Grade. So, If u didn't Get what i just said. Well I'm saying. I'm Not The Girl In this Story. I'm Jonathan. I'm Just reading From Her Diary... She Died. 1 week After i cheated on her. If only she could know i only did that Because I loved Her. And Her Friend Was Black Mailing Me. I Love You Iyana. Rest In Peace... see you in Heaven Baby <3

By The Way. I didn't make this up. Im Not Lying. I didn''t get this from the Computer. :( I Really Love her. Wishing she was alive... cant Wait to Die